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Violet had hunted that morning…she attempted to get this mess in her head cleaned up but couldn’t. The pain took over her and she doesn’t even what happened yesterday or what she had hunted just now. She was greeted by the sound of Bae’s rumbling stomach. He rolled over and looked at her with big eyes that glittered. This was the first thing that made her laugh in a while. A smile tugged at her lips and let it spread across her face, she walked over and stroked his soft fur “Alright you big baby I’m going out for dinner…Jay please keep an eye on him” she said. Jay nodded and curled up next to Bae. “I’ll be back soon…” she smiled and silently darted out into the city. As she walked through the city she saw a bar and thought “well I can’t get drunk so why not” she skipped up to the bar and walked in. A familiar smell tickled her nose. The smell immediately intoxicated her she knew who’s scent this was…Alec. She glanced over at the bar and saw him. He was easy to spot. He was wearing an army green jacket with a black shirt under it, as usual his hair was spiked to one side. Violet didn’t know if she was hallucinating or something but she could have sworn she felt her heart leap in her chest… Then she remembered he hated her and she was supposed to hate him. She took quick careful steps over to the bar and sat down she ordered her drink and kept her gaze locked in front of her. One look she knew she was done for. He would be furious thinking she was stalking him or something. Once her drink was in front of her she chugged the whole thing. Then something happened… Impossible…a single heart in this room skipped about two beats. Her heightened senses allowed her to hear every single persons hearts in the room. She could pick out each and every one. A gasp escaped her lips it couldn’t be held back, she turned slowly to Alec’s side of the bar and saw him staring at her wide eyed. His eyes dropped back down to his drink when she looked at him. It was his heart. A smile spread on her face. Next thing you know he was standing next to her running a hand through his hair “Is this seat taken?” Alec had his hand on the chair next to her. “No…go ahead” she said. He sat down and couldn’t keep his eyes off her. “I’m sorry” she blurted out and looked at him. He was caught by surprise and leaned back. “W-why?” He stuttered. “For what I did to your brother” she looked down. He couldn’t stand to see her upset “Eh he’s ok he’s pretty tough he’ll get over it” he drank his beer casually. “And for storming out like that” she added. “You didn’t do anything wrong Vi-” he stopped and got scared. “What did you call me?” She asked and looked at him. “I didn’t mean to…” he regretted it right when it came out of his mouth. “It’s ok” she looked away and thought of her brother he only called her that. She stood “I should go” she made her way through the crowd without a word. Alec went after her and pulled her aside into an alley. “Look I’m the one who should be apologizing…you only wanted to help me” he explained not noticing his hands were still on her. She wasn’t going to cry in front of him she refused. “It’s ok…” she said softly. “Is something wrong Violet?” He backed away from her giving her some room. “I’m fine” she took a deep breath. “I haven’t been called Vi in years” she looked down and bit her lip. “Oh sorry I didn’t…” he said. “No it’s ok” she smiled. “Well I have to get back to my brother so Ill see you around?” Alec smiled back. “Most definitely” she was gone in a blink. Alec sighed happily anxious for their next encounter.
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After the meeting
Weeks later…Violet still can’t stop thinking of Alec. The way his lips curved when he smiled…the tiny creases she could make out on the corners of his mouth and below his cheekbones. How his freckles were sprinkled across his face. Her hands glided across her sketch pad as she drew him over and over. She knew that she was torturing herself but she didn’t care. Her pain grew worse for she had lost another precious person. Her feelings couldn’t be explained… Although she had just met this boy she was falling hard for him. Pictures of him were everywhere. She had been sketching him for hours. She often cried and Jay would try to cheer her up she stroked him ever so often. Bae was always at her side. Alec…she loved the way the name came off her lips. How badly she wanted to touch him and for him to be hers. She put her face in her hands and cried and chanted to herself “no one can love you you’re a monster”
Alec finished working on his car that he loved so very much. It was old, used, and worn however he had built a lot of character with it. He smiled and walked inside the warehouse and sipped some water. He saw his bag of weapons and thought of the last hunt he had went on. The beautiful girl…no he thought no…he shook his head. It seemed as though everything around him reminded him of her…Violet. He said the name slower as if he was going to forget it. The name was perfect for her. Dark curls that fell to her waist. Her piercing red eyes that looked like they could look through your soul. How her chin curved down to her neck and how smooth her neck looked. He longed to trail his lips down her fragile neck…SHUT UP ALEC! He ran his hands through his hair…another memory surfaced. She she had pinned him down how badly he wanted to taste her lips on his as he looked into those gorgeous eyes. GOD STOP IT!! He decided to keep busy he went to help his brother… ((DO NOT COPY))
The reason why she continues
Line up, hold it straight out, pull back, breathe in, release. This process was repeated many times. Many times this process has been used to kill. Her throat burned with thirst as she watched blood trickle down from where she had pierced her victim. Just the delicious scarlet flowing from their open wounds. Oh the rush it gave her to sink her teeth into them…to watch their true selves appear in their last dying seconds. However there was one person who kept her sane and from being a complete monster. That person was her love. He was the reason she felt human and alive. When he touched her it was like electricity flowed through her body and made her heart feel like it was beating. The first kiss they had shared… woke her up from a nightmare that she thought she couldn’t escape. She felt as though she found light in the darkness. This emptiness inside her some what disappeared. This feeling called love that she thought that she would never be capable of sharing ever again was brought back. Her frequent nights alone vanished into thin air for they were replaced with laughs and kisses. His heart beat was beautiful. It had a certain rhythm to it she had memorized for it was a memory to cherish forever. When he fell asleep holding her she felt safe in his arms that are warm and full of life. She’d pull his arm close to her ear so she could listen to his blood pulse through his veins. She did not sleep it wasn’t in her inhuman nature anymore. His voice is strong and reassuring most people would think he’s stubborn but she looked past that and found his voice calming and relaxing to her. Now all she knew was this person, this one human being was hers and no one else’s. they belonged together and although they had their days they could still go anywhere, be separated, or fight. No matter what in the end… they would always, always find their way back to each other for they were each others home and love.
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This was the day. That one day where she would not laugh, not smile,nor joke. This was the day that the hole in her chest grew larger, not even her love could fill this pit that was engulfing her each time this came. The depression that was buried with in her would surface. Blood…she thought to herself. Not to drink, not to take a life just blood. The color red, the color of blood. Scarlet and thick. Delicious to her but not today. Everything bland and dead today nothing extravagant nothing new…just nothing. Black she wore black, she didn’t even bother to fix her hair, just simply get up and stare and wear black. Her mind only thought of simple things as of now for it could not handle anything complicated or complex. Just these simple words that reminded her of this terrible day that would never be the same. On this day all those years ago ruined her existence. Brown… Another adjective that her mind, her unbeating heart reminded her of what she lost that day, today all those years ago.
Keep going…push further…move on, keep moving move, move, move her mind chanted in a rhythm inside her head…her emotions yelled at her screaming ITS YOUR FAULT! THIS DAY IS TO REMIND YOU OF WHAT YOU DID! WHAT YOU LOST WAS PRECIOUS! Her mind tried to hush her thoughts but they burst through the wall sending it crashing down as she became overwhelmed with her emotions. She didn’t even remember getting up this morning, much less getting dressed correctly. She felt so numb so lifeless…well she felt more dead than ever. Her slow movements concerned a part of her that kept her alive. Her emotions stabbed her, sliced at her, poked at her and teased her. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DIE NOT THEM! Books couldn’t even help her right now. When her love asked “you ok?” no words came to her she didnt even know that she had said “im fine” and waved him off. everything was blurry gray, black and white. Today she didnt see in color just shades of neutral colors. despite her perfect vision her sight was not clear, she was blind, she was deaf she couldnt taste, touch or smell her senses were gone they blew away in the wind. her friend knew what was going on. This was the day she mourned, this was the day she lost her brother, her precious Bastian.
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